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Shesaysshelovesme, iknowshehatesme, i´maropeintheneck aknifeinthehearth apaininthehead

Iknowiloveher, shecant´tbelieveinmylove

I´mnotword i´mnotact i´mnotlove i´mnottrust

I´vebecomeahole withoutsign ablackholethatsucksallgood adeafthatbringstheworst

I´mjustalie, that´salliam

Doesnotmatterwhatiwas whatiam whatitrytobe, there´snomeaningofmenow there´sjustabluredfuture, adarkpast

I´mnotevenmemory, notadropofhappiness notaneffort notasinglesmile

There´snothinggoodbehindme there´snohopeinthemoment there´snopardonfortomorrow

Thisisnotme thisisnotwhatisuppossediwas

Icannoydie icannotlive

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